Thankful.

I want to be able to say thanks to everyone in my life cause they have probably made a difference, one way or another, but I'll specially thank everyone that has truly been there for me and vice versa. I'll just go down my top friends on myspace and then whoever else is left.
But before that, I can't forget my family.
Family's the most valuable group of people a person should ever know, and that's not even enough for me to explain my family. They've been there for hella shit, whether they helped with it or not, they're my family. No matter how bad of a child I am at times, I know they'll always love me and I'll love them, even when I act like I don't. We laugh together, we cry together, we are together. I am sincerely thankful for every single person in my family, and I wish the rest of them would be here in America to help celebrate this coming together holiday with us. And for the ones that passed away, Grandpa N. and Uncle A., we love you both very much and we are most definitely thankful for you both as well, hope your presence will still be with us forever. <3

After my beloved family comes my friends. I have a lot of friends and then a group of really close friends that I can't help but love, there's no real order to these, just my top friends and then others not on my top friends:

Veronica Joy VOOBZIEBABY Valeriano. I love her like you don't even know. I met her in like 8th grade and I only wish I had met her earlier. She's always putting a smile on my face and making me laugh. I tend to be a little harsher to her nowadays but she knows beside that "being mean" thing I love her so much, more than she does by the way. Though she moved away, talking to her everyday really makes everything better.

Paul Dela Bird Hulio Wall (Kevin). This bitch. I met him 7th grade but we were hella close 8th grade. He's like the coolest kid ever. He's always smiling nowadays and I never stop being amazed as to how much we've grown together and how many similarities we both have. Though we can't hang out as much or talk as much anymore, it just makes the next hangout a hundred times better. I know he's there for me when I need it, he's just not able to express it haha. I love this kid like a brother, really, and nothing can fuck that up.

Claudine TAHTAH Vera Cruz. This girl's over there for me, and not in the way where I'd expect her to always agree with me. With her strong opinions and cute ways, I can't help but smile. I just recently met her last year and so there's still so much more to go. Her simple texts are all but simple and her presence in one of my classes has made my days hella much better. I love her way more than she does and I hope she knows that by now.

Joel Moon. What a silly moose, but the coolest moose out there. Besides being a hella good friend, he's also one of the best enemies. He can be as stubborn as me and won't stop till he has won. The amounts of retarded jokes we share is endless. You probably won't ever catch him in a bad mood either and he's always trying to bring the mood up in any situation. I'm hella thankful for this kid, whether I express it or not, he should already know.

Dasha Zaytseva. I hope I spelled your last name right, haha. This biiitch, I swear. I've known her for hella long and this one was someone I didn't even expect being close with. We had hella ups and downs, like more than other people, but one of us would always end up apologizing and we both know that the fighting moments won't last very long. It's hard to not have a conversation with her when she starts talking about everything going on, trying to incorporate the other person as much as possible. She's always making me smile with her retarded ass jokes and "ways." I expect more fights to come ahead of us, but that won't mean I'd ever stop loving her (more than she loves me.)

Joey Jacinto. What a true coolkid. He has inspired me in more ways than one. It's cause of this bitch I started wearing skinny jeans, I don't even know why. He keeps a smile on everyone's face and is always the random sound that shouts at a silent place, just to bring up everyone's happiness and keep it going. There's really nothing about this guy that anyone would hate, he's just a coolkid that's here to make other people smile. I usedta hate him, to be honest, but I hella wish I hadn't misjudged him way back when.

Sin Mei Ma. As with Joey, I usedta hate Sin Mei too. But when I met her I realized how great of a person she is. She's taught me hella much in being more open minded and also in math, somewhat haha. Having her as someone hella close during and outside of school, seeing how determined and ready for anything she is, I learned from her and try to aspire as high as she does. I love her dearly for all her motivation, her ambition, and her sympathy for everyone and anyone.

Adrian Jimenez. This guy! He's hella cool. He opened up my mind to physical appearances and keeping friends. His little dramatic moments, though I shun them, I learn from them. He teaches me not to judge as harshly. Also he taught me about caution. With his hella interesting stories he'd always go feeding to everyone, it taught me not to believe everything I hear but to also have a different, more creative view, on everything. Though me and him have bad tensions sometimes, he's still a hella good friend.

Cathleen Chiu. She's truly my savior. She has taught me more than anyone, on being open minded, judging, fairness, reaching for my dreams, and everything! It's cause of her I realize the evils of the world while also understanding the virtues of it. Though we're both a lot busier nowadays to be able to talk as much, the things I learned in our strong friendship last year won't ever go away. She taught me about racism and how to keep it fair and unbiased. I learned to love everything and to open my mind about the views of others. If she wasn't in my life, I know I wouldn't have been who I am today. I love her dearly and I hope she knows that.

Malissa Sammons. I met this girl recently too but the things that have happened are fucking endless. We fought so much over our conflicting points of views. Her independent, strong self makes me thrive to be able to be that kind of person as well and to learn that not everyone's as dependent as the other. She has also helped in the opening of my mind process, letting me love different types of music and different types of cultures around our own communities. She's a different girl forsure but she never stops putting a smile on my face. I hella love her no matter how much she may think I don't.

There's so many others out there, my text buddies, my best friends, my friends, my table mates, my blog supporters and inspirations. Everyone! I am really thankful for everyone in my life, and I'm not lying when I say that. Every talk we have, every time we hang out, it's an awesome experience. I love you all and I hope you all know that. Let's keep the fights to a minimum and the good times to a maximum. Have a great thanksgiving everyone. Keep it stressless and your head up in the skies. <3