Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Another Year

And here I am. It was my birthday today, September 30th. I turned 15, I know, oh so young. Have I changed? A lot. For the better? I believe so. Since last year, I have lost few friends, but gained thrice as more. My life has went down for a while then went up and is staying like that. I matured my attitude, mind, personality, taste, and of course, body. I started to keep my head up and stopped stressing. I learned to treat people better for who they are and not try to like them for who I WANT them to be. I'm still in high school, still the same person as a whole, but I just grew, as should everyone. I think the biggest thing about the transition of the two years was my revelation of equality and how everyone deserves to be treated right, no matter what. Also how I should hold onto people as hard as I can, cause you never know what'll happen. Since last year, I have done a few things I regret, but not as many as I have before. I started a blog and continued with it to this day, since March. My interest in music sharpened as did my interest in the (modern) arts. I'm more open minded now, realizing that everyone has a different opinion. My look has barely changed, I'm more organized and a lot more careful about my appearance. My closest friends have influenced my manners and my attitude, of course in a good way. I built stronger relationships with old friends and made some nice ones with new people. People definitely look at me differently now. Veterans of my friendship look at me more affectionately, a lot more respectfully, new comers seem more intimidated at first but start to adapt to who I am.
I guess the bottom line is that I've changed, but it's all for the better I think and though I changed, it's nothing major and I'm still the same person I was a year ago. I hope to keep maturing and living my life as I am today and I hope to keep these friends that wished me happy birthday and all of that till we're resting in our graves. I love you all for without you, I wouldn't be where/who I am today, and that's the truth. Keep your head up ngehs and of course, DON'T STRESS. =]

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

I always love your "Don't stress" or something along those lines at the end of your blogs. A great thing to say because stress is a horrible thing in our lives.

Anonymous said...

I like how you're really self-reflective. It's a nice way to correct your past mistakes.

I just don't like "Don't stress" quote. It just pisses me off, because it's really generic and general, but that's just me I guess.

Anonymous said...

ya it is just you.
shit, don't hate

Anonymous said...

you're cool.

Anonymous said...

what happened to the blogs? I want to here your thoughts.